How can 10 weeks have already gone by us?  Oh, how I wish I was holding a screaming little boy in my lap right now.. sleep deprived (because he was SO not like his big sister, or parents for that matter - and liked staying awake all. the. TIME!)  The realization comes and all the things we'll never do together is so painful.. my heart breaks every time I hear of another family missing their loved little baby, but I feel glad that I (and others, mainly in our online world, where there are so many easily accessible) are there to help pick up some of the pieces, to know that we aren't alone in this horrible journey.. that has given me the most peace - to know that we aren't going through this alone.  Other people have lost babies and they are still here.. and they smile.. and they are 'normal' they have 'rainbow' babies (a nice term for the subsequent children, don't cha think?)  and they always remember the little one who got away -  I wish I didn't have to be 'one of them' but don't we all? 
The next post is a story that I haven't read (I've got it on hold at the library and it's not in yet) It's called Tear Soup..  a fellow grieving momma typed it out in her blog and I'm stealing it so you can read it!  It's a very touching story.. I'm not sure if it's the complete story.. but it's supposed to be a  childrens book..  and It's just perfect..